… i don’t know how you’ve survived without hearing a shout from me in what months?years? galaxies? Really, how have you managed to get through it?…don’t worry guys, we wrapped yesterday – I’m back to the land of the rational human race (well let’s not get carried away)
when filmmmakers actually make films it’s like deep frying a donut – if ego mania was measured in calories I’d be a goner…my movie ate me whole – i lost sleep, friends, weight(maybe if I typed it, it’d come true…) traded it all in for to do lists, and traffic and tears – and loved, loved every stupid minute of production (fuck you pre production – fuck you hard in the ass) it’s so weird to think the world has been going on without me, probably a little quieter but functioning just fine – as i ease back into life (let’s talk about lunch, let’s have a drink, let’s watch something other than dailies etc.) im pacing myself for the post prodcution depression i’m getting used to being suprised by…i need to stop reflecting on my process (what is this film school?!) and go edit my movie….
I can’t wait to sneak the finished product into your purse (or man purse)
love
jessie k
